This was a pretty rough week for me. Mentally, physically, and emotionally I was just plain exhausted. I am starting to feel the 'extra load' I'm carrying around, especially after working a 12 hour shift at the hospital. I had a really hard day of work on Tuesday, and ended up catching a cold with symptoms showing up that very same day. About an hour before I was supposed to leave, a page came in for a lil baby who was questionably abused. After stabilizing the baby and sending it upstairs to the PICU all the weight of the day and that situation fell on me... needless to say I fell apart. It's hard to understand why these things happen sometimes, it just doesn't seem fair. So, thank the Lord, I was able to talk to my mom and dad on the way home, and my amazing husband left rehearsal early to come home and take care of me. I felt like I never needed him more. I am truly blessed. The next few days were rough just because I was fighting a nasty cold with no medicine! My only help was a humidifier at night! Thankfully, I am now starting to feel much better and can breathe through my nose for most of the day! Ha! I know for sure that there is no way I could have made it through these past couple of days if it weren't for my incredible mom who came over on Thursday and made me food and ordered me to rest! She's the best! And absolutely no doubt that I couldn't have made it without my loving husband who took over all the chores, brought me food, tissues, water, anything I needed, especially some TLC. I love him so much.
Seeing everything I do at the hospital can be pretty discouraging at times... I'm not sure I'd have any hope if it weren't for my faith and relationship with the Lord. God is good, and this world can be pretty evil at times. What would I do without Him?
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